Well, it's good to be back. Been a long time since i last log in to blogger. This blog has long been deem dead by many people. Reason why I'm updating today not because i have decided to continue blogging but to get something out of my heart. Some stuff tt is keeping inside whom i dunno who i can share to, so i guess by typing i might just feel better.
Few months back, 8 months to be exact, i hurt someone who i was very close with. Someone who i held close to my heart and who i really care for. Things has certainly change ever since then.
You were right. I hurt you. I betray the trust u place in me. I bastard you. And i totally understand the hostile attitude towards me. And i should sae I really deserve what i get today. I'm the biggest idiot on earth.
You said i didn't msg u to even tell u what happen during the whole situation all these months. Yup, i didn't. Because after the msg you send me when i was in camp tt time, i was guilty and i noe i really hurt u back then.
Ysterday after reading e last msg u send me at nite, I knew we probably will nt be friends anymore. Just lyk you have mention, what's done has already been done and things will nv be the same again.
I wish we could be friends again. All these months, i can only ask ppl who are you and constantly update myself abt u. I know u have injuries with ur back and i couldn't show concern to you because tt is e last thing u will ever wan me to do with u. Many things i wish i could tell you too.
I won't give up in mending this friendship and i do seriously hope tt one day we can talk to each other again. I miss calling u "肥婆" and many many things else.
喜欢的始终还是原来的那一位
;Will you ever notice me?.
11:19 PM
Friday, December 25, 2009
Firstly, MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE =) Best time of the year where you get to recieve presents! Wow Hahaha!
BUT This year Christmas kinda quiet Hmmmmm..... Wonder why. LOL
Have not been updating for quite some time and seriously, i dunno wad to update -.- Lols
People and things around me seems to be different and somethings are no longer the same anymore. . . I know things will nv be e same again I noe no matter wad i sae, it doesn't matters anymore But still I just wanna sae Sorry .
Alot of things i wanna sae but just dunno how to start And even if i do, so what ? Nobody's gonna believe.
Someone sae tis to me few hours back "我不会再相信你说的话了" Something lyk tt i guess. -.-
Anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to all December Babies =D
22/12/2009 Joel 23/12/2009 Serene =P 25/12/2009 Hui Ping =) 26/12/2009 Ivan 28/12/2009 Zhen Rong
Happy Birthday !!! And hope all ur wishes and dreams come true =)
;Will you ever notice me?.
11:55 PM
Friday, November 27, 2009
Hmmmmmm Been a long long time since i last update this blog. LOL Therefire, i decided to revive e blog today -.-
6 more weeks to POP. Hahas. Looking forward to it.
Few days back, Shared some stuff between a friend. Nv expect i will tell her abt it . . Every little things bring back many memories Every single thing. .
Seems lyk a joke played on us. but i rather remain this way even though things gets drifted . .
ANW,
25/11/2009 was a BIG day for someone =D Haha As i have promise, i will blog abt it when book out. LOL Happy Birthday to Xie HuiMin. HAHA! FINALLY, can watch M18 show le. Haha =P Alrdy wish u when i in camp le la, so nt gonna sae much here. Haha! Quickly tio 4D and treat me lunch. Haha! =P
I miss e days in CE. LOL
The difference between friendship and love is how much you can hurt each other
;Will you ever notice me?.
2:48 PM
Monday, October 26, 2009
Gonna book in TODAY liao. Zzz. Time seems to pass very quickly when i get to book out. LOL
Recently, alot of spooky things have been gong on in my camp of all places to build a training camp, they choose to build over a cemetery WTH
Anyone can't slp at nite can ask me abt the stories. HAHAHAH.
Nov quickly come pls. Den i will have my one week of holiday. ^^
Sometimes, i will look back and think How will things turn out between us if we ever happen to be together. . . Hahaha. . Pretty bad i think o.0
It's a horrible thing to see your lost love walk past you with another girl, and it's the worst thing to know that you made a mistake in letting him go
;Will you ever notice me?.
3:15 AM
Sunday, October 18, 2009
This video is very very meaningful. I hope any1 who watch this, pls listen carefully to everything he says.
In life as a sportsman, u train not just for e sake of training but to improve yourself so that you can perform during competition. And when you don't get to play, dun get dishearted. Because people can see ur effort u put in. At e end of the day, even if you dun get to play . . . You DIDN'T let anyone or yourself down Because u did try afterall. =)
Dun give up kaes. . .
;Will you ever notice me?.
3:08 AM
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Hmmmmm. Been quite awhile since i last update this blog. LOL. What to do ? NS ma. No time. =P
Actually, I find NS quite fun leh. LOL. Dun need bother to cao keng de. Kena punishment together and eat those shitty food together. LOL 过一天是一天咯
Took first IPPT few weeks back. As expected, fail pull up AGAIN. TMD -.-
HAHA. Nvm. 3 more IPPT to go.
Took shooting test today. Steady pom pee pee. I got Marksman. HAHA! Depend more on luck i guess. hahaha!
Was selected to be Squad I/C for one day during this week. Early in e morning kena punishment liao, coz sae wrong command -.- Bloody hell . . . . Why all command in malay sia. 我又看不懂咯.
#1 BULLSHIT OF THE WEEK.
My timing for 2.4km was 8 min flat. o.0 BULLSHIT DE LO. SINCE WHEN I RUN SO FAST ?!?!?!?! Anyhow onli. -.- P.S My Instructor talk lyk cannon. -.- I dun really believe e things he sae. lol
Seriously, Police really more relax den army. LOL. AND Miss out on alot of things this week. Zzzz. Cannot see netball match. lol
Booking in on sunday. . . . . Hais. =(
If you want to feel rich, just count all of the things you have that money can't buy
;Will you ever notice me?.
1:40 AM
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Alright people Decided to update for once before i book in 2molo -.-
was enlisted on 8 sep BUT was given 9 days leave on 11 Sep. So basically, i onli served 3 days of NS o.0 HAHA
So ..... 3 days of trg was Good ? Nah. Kinda sucks but still can tolerate. =P How the food ? 3 word to describe. Cui dao CMI =D
BUT That's NS. Welcome. Haha So far so good la. Bad thing is tt gonna book in soon le. Zzzz
AND i miss my hair =( HAHA. Botak really dun suits me well. XD
After tt nite, I really regret wad i sae and wad i did. but . . . sigh . . .
It's only after someone is gone, you realize how much you miss them...
;Will you ever notice me?.
1:51 PM
ME
Nothing Special
And VERY FRIENDLY
If you are NICE to me,I will be NICE to you =)
PISS me off AND YOU will get it from ME * I'm serious*
Name:Joseph Lim
Birthday: 05'o6'1989
&adores
CHOCOLATE
ICE CREAM
SURFING THE NET
MUSIC
HANGING OUT
FAMILY
SOCCER
NIGHT LIFE =)
& HER =D
&loathes
NONSENSE
NAGS
PROJECTS =X
BACKSTABBERS
JIAO BIN FACE -.-
NO MONEY T_T
&wishes
NEW HANDPHONE!
going out with friends =)
NEW Laptop =.=