Thursday, May 6, 2010
Well, it's good to be back. Been a long time since i last log in to blogger. This blog has long been deem dead by many people. Reason why I'm updating today not because i have decided to continue blogging but to get something out of my heart. Some stuff tt is keeping inside whom i dunno who i can share to, so i guess by typing i might just feel better.
Few months back, 8 months to be exact, i hurt someone who i was very close with. Someone who i held close to my heart and who i really care for. Things has certainly change ever since then.
You were right.
I hurt you. I betray the trust u place in me. I bastard you.
And i totally understand the hostile attitude towards me.
And i should sae I really deserve what i get today.
I'm the biggest idiot on earth.
You said i didn't msg u to even tell u what happen during the whole situation all these months.
Yup, i didn't. Because after the msg you send me when i was in camp tt time, i was guilty and i noe i really hurt u back then.
Ysterday after reading e last msg u send me at nite, I knew we probably will nt be friends anymore. Just lyk you have mention, what's done has already been done and things will nv be the same again.
I wish we could be friends again.
All these months, i can only ask ppl who are you and constantly update myself abt u. I know u have injuries with ur back and i couldn't show concern to you because tt is e last thing u will ever wan me to do with u.
Many things i wish i could tell you too.
I won't give up in mending this friendship and i do seriously hope tt one day we can talk to each other again.
I miss calling u "肥婆" and many many things else.
喜欢的始终还是原来的那一位
;Will you ever notice me?.
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